…the cold open…
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i’ve probably said this many times on here but unlike most people i’ve found, finishing things is almost always the most difficult part of a project for me. right now, looking at my to do list i count at least 4 projects that i’ve started but haven’t quite finished and another 3 blog posts that i’ve started but haven’t finished on various topics that seemed super interesting to me when inspiration hit.
now starting things, that’s my favorite part. everything is new, the world is my oyster. (i’m not really sure what that means but it really felt like it fit there) there haven’t been any roadblocks, anything is possible, nothing has been limited by my lacking skills, everything is just ideas of what could be.
if you’re a fan of the office (and let’s face it, you probably are) you’re familiar with the cold open. the images above have probably jogged your memory of some of the greats. they break the ice, warm up the audience, get you ready for what’s to come; even if it doesn’t have anything to do with the rest of the episode.
for me, after that initial high of starting something new comes the inevitable terror of the what ifs… it’s at that point that i tend to freeze up because i’m worried, “maybe i got the ball rolling wrong…” somehow i feel that i somehow will blow it and be crushed by the boulder i’ve gotten rolling like the huge boulder in raiders of the lost ark. which coincidently, was one brilliant way to start a movie.
it’s funny how a great beginning really sticks with you though. it doesn’t matter if it’s in video games, film, or literature; a fantastic beginning will draw you in or enchant you. what actually got me thinking about this came to me upon re-watching “serenity.” (you may have already read about my thoughts on “serenity” here)
the opening scene(s) really set the pace of the film as well as introduce the characters, (or reintroduce them if you are familiar with the show “firefly” the film was a continuation of) both the introduction of the operative and the crew of serenity are so memorable and handled with just the right amount of exposition. it got me thinking about beginnings, good ones specifically.
i thought i’d share some of the opening lines of some of the books i’ve read/been reading lately and i’d love for you to share some of your favorites or of what you’re reading.
the outsiders by s.e. hinton
when i stepped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house, I had only two things on my mind: paul newman and a ride home.
harry potter & the deathly hollows by j.k. rowling
the two men appeared out of nowhere, a few yards appart in the narrow, moonlit lane.
crazy love by francis chan
what if i said, “stop praying”? what if i told you to stop talking to God for a while…
world war z by max brooks
it goes by many names: “the crisis,” “the dark years,” “the walking plague,” as well as newer and more “hip” titles such as “world war z” or “z war one.”
the problem of pain by c.s. lewis
i wonder at the hardihood [boldness] with which such persons undertake to talk about God.
all the pretty horses by cormac mccarthy
the candleflame and the image of the candleflame caught the pierglass twisted and righted when he entered the hall and again when he shut the door.
what are some beginnings to books you’re reading/have read?
one of those days
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so i don’t know if you’ve ever had one of those days… (i don’t mean one of THOSE days…) but today was one of those days. the kind of day that you know there’s a little more to this life than chance. one of those days where things seem like God’s pulling some serious strings and that he has a day planned just for you. (well more for me specifically)
you’re probably wondering what in the world i’m talking about so i’ll just dive in. the morning started with reading psalm 115, specifically the rather ominous verse 3:
“our God is in the heavens; He does whatever He pleases.”
i was thinking about this quite a bit and this just isn’t a verse you hear quoted very much. it doesn’t sounds like a very “fair” view of our God. but i think that’s the point… anyway not really the subject of this post.
after spending some qt with the big man i decided to watch a movie, and what better movie to watch then the movie “serenity.” follow up to the fan favored “firefly” show which fox made the tremendous mistake of canceling after only 12 episodes. (this is not my opinion… this is fact. both show and movie can be seen on netflix streaming) i watched the movie a while back in a hotel in china, actually before i had seen any episodes of the cult classic show. i was struck then and again this morning with the opening of the film.
it actually inspired me to start another post about “the cold open” that i’ll post later this week. but i found the re-watch just as engaging as the first time and thought i was doing quite well for a monday morning. i planned on heading to my favorite local coffee shop (off the leaf) but found an old gift card to city brew the day before and thought free coffee is better then coffee you have to pay for.
so sitting down to check and send some e-mails and enjoy a “free” americano a girl who was sitting nearby commented that she liked the decal on my laptop. (it’s iron man… and pretty awesome if i do say so myself) i said thank you and went back to my music and e-mail not thinking much about the encounter.
i don’t know your views on the Holy Spirit, His role in our lives, how He works, or what have you; but i kept feeling like i should start a conversation with this girl. she was sitting alone, no book, computer, or headphones. to say she seemed a little out of place would be an understatement. i fought the leading for much longer then i’d like to admit… but eventually said a prayer and gave in.
i took off my headphones and introduced myself and asked her for her name and if she was meeting someone. (i do not have a history of approaching girls, i’m happily in a relationship and i’m pretty sure her first thought was that i was hitting on her) she said no, her name is cheryl, and said that she was actually passing through and was on her way to boulder colorado for school and had stopped for an air conditioning/caffeine break.
i asked her, like i so often do with college students, if she had any kind of spiritual background. (a pretty “safe” question for starting any kind of spiritual conversation) i could tell she kind of tensed up a little at the thought, but said she didn’t really like that kind of thing too much. she said that “things that have happened to me in my life really make me think that there can’t possibly be a God.” i asked her what she meant by this and she dove into some pretty painful territory in a way that made it seem like it had been burning a hole inside her and she had to get it out.
what she shared tore us both apart… she talked about being conceived after her parents had decided to stop having kids and had gone through, what they thought were, the necessary precautions and how she always felt unwanted by them. she shared about her abusive, alcoholic father who used to use her as his own personal punching bag… how she had been raped when she was 12 by someone she though she could trust… abortion, suicide… the snapshots of a life plagued by pain just kept coming and by the time she had finished we were both on the verge of tears.
i asked her if i could pray for her, right then, right there. i didn’t know what else to do. my childhood wasn’t perfect, it wasn’t even great, but i had no idea how to give hope to cheryl in spite of everything she had gone through. she was a little taken back but slowly nodded yes. i didn’t know what to pray… i don’t even remember what i prayed… but before i started i just asked the Holy Spirit to speak through me.
after praying i asked what she thought about God. she explained that she felt like if God existed he didn’t care much for her. i shared with her a little bit about me and some of the things i had experienced as a kid. how i had felt the same way about God, and what changed my mind. i had the opportunity to ask her if anyone had ever taken the time to talk about this sort of thing with her before. she said no and so i asked her if she would be willing to read through something really quick that helped change my mind about God.
i was ready to be shutdown… to get a “i should really get back on the road” or a “thanks but no thanks.” to my surprise she said yes and i began to share the gospel with her. she had questions, especially about God having a perfect plan for our lives. after we read through the entire “knowing God personally” booklet she said she wasn’t ready to make any kind of decision right then. she thanked me for talking to her. said that even her best friends had never really taken the time to listen to her troubled past. she gave me a hug and left.
all i could do was pray for her.
it’s days like this, one of those days, when i really do know that God has a plan for our lives, right down to where we have our coffee. if i wouldn’t have found that gift card i would have never gone to the city brew, i would have never met cheryl, and i would have never had a chance to share the gospel with her. i really don’t think i’m unique in this, that this was just one of those things. i am grateful that i have a job where conversations like this are a part of the job description. but you don’t have to be a missionary for that to be the case, just a follower of Jesus.
i know this is a dumb way to follow up something like that, but after finishing my work i had the opportunity to work on some design projects. i created a personalized background for my twitter account and made an advertising postcard for my campus’ fall retreat. i love design work and glad that’s in my job description too.
the obligatory catch up post
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aloe blacc – good things
so i figure instead of how i usually put what album i’m currently listening to at the bottom i figure i’ll post one of the songs from said album and hopefully you’ll be able to read the entire post before the song is done. that should keep me from rambling on for far too long. so feel free to hit play (it might take a sec to load) and enjoy the tunes while you read. (also for this time it’s a song that i’ve had stuck in my head for a while, don’t read too far into the lyrics and what i’m talking about ok?)
ok now on to business. i realize that i haven’t been doing a good job at keeping up with posting… anything… in way too long. i’m greatly embarrassed, see this is my embarrassed face.
oh also on the way down i totally had the chance to see the sun rise over the grand canyon. it was one of the coolest God moments that i can remember. seeing the sun rise over one of God’s coolest creations was pretty freaking amazing.
after a brief stint in arizona i headed up to colorado for our bi-annual staff conference. it was a pretty great time of fellowship, learning, and not sleeping. i felt like a student again (partly because i was sleeping in a dorm room). late nights talking and just hanging out with fellow staff; days filled with learning, worshiping, and fellowship. the organization announced a name change. (if you’re wondering why i’m not dropping the name it’s because i’m planning on living in some “sensitive” or closed countries where i’ll basically have to, at least from an outside perspective, have nothing to do with un-said organization)
to end off the fun little weekend my very good friend and boss shana and my other good friend (and very first supporter ever) tyler tie the proverbial knot. probably two of the coolest people i know (sorry everyone else, but if you know both of these people… you know). it was a beautiful wedding and lots of fun (as most weddings are).
over the last week or so it’s been back to raising support, making calls, and trying for appointments. i know i’m running long and the song is probably about to end… or you’re at least kinda getting bored, so i’ll wrap up with this… i’ve launched a new ministry website… it’s a tumblr blog and is therefore easy to post pictures to, write short little things, and easily post things i’m reading or hear. i’ll try and update it regularly… it should be easy…er the web address is www.himynameisjaked.tumblr.com
take care and God bless!!!
